June 03, 2006

Age of Depression

I didn't go to work yesterday,woke up in the morning with minor sickness.Usually I'll still proceed to work even with this condition,but I choose not to.

I called my colleague and told her that I'm sick,she replied to me that I'm not physically sick,but mentally sick.

She's right.I'm mentally ill.

When I woke up,I tell myself: Wei Liang,are you going to work today with your conditions of yours?You know you won't be able to concentrate on talking to the customers.

And yes,I'm still suffered from the depression yesterday from the personal job issue.I just can't get that out of my head.

So I decided to rest for a day and free my mind.

I can get depression easily,if something bad gets into my way,or if somebody wrong me totally.

People,if you're going to rebuke me,please do it at the end of the day.If not I won't be able to concentrate further.

When I'm depress,I'll just fake a smile,or at least a smile.I don't care whatever people comment about me,I treat it as bullshit.

I managed to supress my depression finally,but make sure you don't remind me of the incident again.

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hmm..just leave everything up to God..cry out your burden to him..im sure things will turn out :)

"I know the plans i have for you" declares the lord, "plans to prosper you & not to harm you, plans to give you Hope & future"

Jeremiah 29:11